Here we are again, at three in the morning, not yet sleeping.

Today I was so tired I felt like a donkey that just climbed Mt. Everest pulling a goddamn Hummer. Of course that’s impossible, but if you try lining up to get an NBI clearance where I just did you’ll get the same feeling, trust me.

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Birthday is coming up in two days, and as expected, it comes with stress and some complications (that might just be in my head).

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I feel like I’m on the verge of something. I think I know what it is, but- it’s like that moment in the morning when you’re already awake but you don’t want to open your eyes just yet? You could feel the light outside your eyes but you keep your eyes closed and sometimes, even try to go back to sleep?